{"id":319866,"date":"2020-02-12T13:55:38","date_gmt":"2020-02-12T13:55:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tehelka.com\/?p=319866"},"modified":"2020-02-12T13:55:42","modified_gmt":"2020-02-12T13:55:42","slug":"brush-with-an-artist-who-remains-modest-about-her-prowess","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tehelka.com\/brush-with-an-artist-who-remains-modest-about-her-prowess\/","title":{"rendered":"Brush with an artist who remains modest about  her prowess"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/tehelka.com\/brush-with-an-artist-who-remains-modest-about-her-prowess\/56-18\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-319873\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-319873 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/tehelka.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/56-300x213.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"704\" height=\"500\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-300x213.jpg 300w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-768x545.jpg 768w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-1024x726.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-100x70.jpg 100w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-696x494.jpg 696w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-1068x757.jpg 1068w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56-592x420.jpg 592w, https:\/\/tehelka.com\/media\/2020\/02\/56.jpg 1097w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 704px) 100vw, 704px\" \/><\/a>Almost three years back whilst attending a Literature Festival in Dehradun, I saw an attractive woman making a quiet entry before sitting all too quietly. Till, of course,\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">with introductions over, we were asked to join for tea or snacks or whatever <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">was there to munch or crunch. As far as I can recollect she ordered only <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">lemonade, explaining that she was coming straight from the dentist\u2019s so wouldn\u2019t be able to eat a thing \u2026And <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">before she left we exchanged contact <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">details. And whilst I scribbled mine on <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">an untidy piece of paper, she handed me a visiting card with red poppies or hibiscus splashed cross it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She didn\u2019t speak much of her artistic prowess and it\u2019s only later, after she\u2019d left, I realized that she was the well -known Dehradun-based artist\u00a0 Shabnam Anand Singh.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I was destined to meet her once again, at the India Habitat Centre. I\u2019d gone there to meet a friend and as I was rushing <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">inwards, I saw her exhibiting her beautifully attractive works \u2014 flowers in those varying hues and colours. And once again she spoke very little of her works \u2014 as though making sure that her works did all the talking!<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">And as I went about the art gallery where her works were displayed, I saw this contrast \u2014 water colours and acrylics bringing about life on the canvas, though she herself looked sad, her eyes carrying definite strains of sorrow. And that\u2019s when I asked her to detail what\u2019s made her paint with such enormous intensity so as to liven the canvas with life, whilst her own life seemingly saddled with struggles.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Yes, she\u2019s been through challenging times. Yet standing on, carrying on, with much grace and fortitude. Perhaps, her artistic prowess coming to her rescue\u2026 each time those lows got tough and tougher to handle she painted away \u2026not letting pain intrude into her creativity, she\u2019s been at her creative best, carrying on in that quiet gentle ongoing way. To quote her \u2013<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u201cIn 1978, having completed college education from Delhi, I started out as a textile designer in a design studio in <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">London. Living in Hemel Hempstead, Hertfordshire, two years later, with the arrival of my first son, I decided to <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">work from home and continued with textile designing specialising in the <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">floral theme. Life moved on and my second son was born in 1982. with my hands full with home and a young <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">family, and unable to spend the <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">required time for specific projects, I <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">decided to paint and exhibit my art whenever I was able to, which freed me from time bound restrictions. Held my first exhibition at the local art <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">gallery, Gallery One Eleven in Berkhamsted\u2026Over the following years continued to paint and exhibit in Herfordshire <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">and London.In 1988, we decided to <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">bring the boys to India so they would <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">have the chance to become familiar with their Indian culture and grow up <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">knowing their family in India. That brought my art to India too, and in 1989\/90 I exhibited at the Shrishthi <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Art Gallery at the Sheraton in Delhi and then a solo show at the India International Centre. Few more exhibitions <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">followed in Delhi until we moved lock stock and barrel to Hong Kong in 1992! \u2026While in Delhi, signs of personal stress started to show in small but significant ways, and my painting took on a peculiar style. Unaware and thus unable to <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">guide my thoughts, I painted to release emotions, often painting late into the night, subconsciously selecting colours that felt soothing to me. The flowers that I painted then, I remember clearly did have one thing in common, and <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">that was that each of them had either a petal dropping or broken!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">And though her paintings were going places, but her own personal life was <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">going through turmoil. \u201cAs with every high there is usually a low that comes in, and i was no exception! My personal life was not as bright and cheerful as <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">my flowers, taking a rapid downward slip. Arguments were had, tears were shed, pain was felt and decisions were taken. My art took another tumble, but it remained my faithful friend to get <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">me out of the dark times, help me see the positives and release any negative emotions of the time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">As she further details, \u201cA brief return to Mumbai and Dehradun in 1993 helped reorganise my thoughts and rearrange my life. I\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">moved back to England, with my sons back in their old school and me in <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">my new role as mother and father rolled into one. A Swiss chalet style garden building served as the perfect studio <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">for my art in Berkhamsted. Alone, but not lonely I loved being in that studio, with my canvasses paint and music; thinking, planning, and healing all at <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">the same time. Those were testing times, but they also strengthened me no <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">end, and I painted with a different <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">energy. Bright reds and fiery oranges on the one hand and pure whites and <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">gentle blues on the other. My flowers looked bigger and bolder, friends loved and appreciated my new style of painting, which encouraged me to find <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">exhibition spaces yet again. I returned <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">to my local art community in Berkhamsted and exhibited in group shows. One such group show, under the banner of British Artists took me to Soho, New <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">York. Several exhibitions were held <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">over the decade while our young boys turned into young men, from school to university to jobs! In a strange <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">kind of way, we were all growing together&#8230;.the boys with their natural progression and my art through a process of trial and error !I had set up a small greeting cards company in England, which <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">did well along side my exhibitions. By 2005, aging parents in Dehra Dun, grown up sons who were not in constant <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">need of care anymore, brought me back to India. I would spend more time with my parents, continue with my painting and the weather would be better <\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">suited too!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Shabnam has been busy exhibiting her works in India and abroad and this coming Spring her works will be seen in London \u2026 her flower-paintings holding sway.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">letters@tehelka.com<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Almost three years back whilst attending a Literature Festival in Dehradun, I saw an attractive woman making a quiet entry before sitting all too quietly. Till, of course,\u00a0with introductions over, we were asked to join for tea or snacks or whatever was there to munch or crunch. 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